Friendly friend fun fucking Sex

way too much alliteration but it works.  i want her sex.  but i want to hang out with her more.  i like her.  i like me when i am around her.  i like how she participates with interacting with me.  she is giving when sometimes she needs to get things done.  i get it.  but now i am distracted…need to visit myspace.

Sick genetics

The chicago woman is telling me that a disgusting fucker in Austria chose to imprison his daughter and then rape her continuously and they produced children.  sick.  sigh.  sad.  so now i am writing how i feel sorta and the tension in my neck is building.  am lost now with what to write. 

Attacked by trivia

So about 30 minutes ago, I am in a chatroom that I frequent often okay more than often…i am an addict.  I get asked by an infrequent visitor; if i was feeling well?  Apparently she thought i left chat last night because i was ill that the folks were playing trivia…strange…i thought why would she recollect such things and i told her … trivia does not make me ill only fucked up people.  then she threw out some shit about different ideals…no fuckin joke we have different ideals; thank goodness for that.  then she was telling me what to do and others in channel.  So i told her to back the fuck off.  she does not know me and had no right to presume to know me.  sigh.  am so glad others were there to witness her ridiculous harangue.  i wonder if i used harangue correctly…either way i think she is mentally ill.

Contradictions

so i started this post on another site which i wont share.  anyhow.  i am amused that people wont tell me in private how much they dislike my comments/me.  i am amused they choose an open forum…and i am more amused  that i actually refrained.  THE REFORMED PERV actually denied herself the opportunity to attack back when someone called me out. the funny thing is though i get her point….even though she was speaking for someone else.  i just didnt appreciate that she had nerve enough to call me out on it when she turned around and was putting her nose in someone else’s business.

sigh.  i admit to my mistakes most of the time and have no issues with taking responsibility and being more considerate.  if and only if I am approached in a manner that is without angst.  

but the best thing happened…a fellow perv pal/friend stuck up for me….not many people stick up for me … perhaps that is why i am so grateful when folks do.  i am amazed and appreciative.  i adore her for that and other things … cause she lives for herself and her family and her love.

that is me.  i do the same…open chat is for fun and past the time and in the process meet some people that get you for you and like it.

another reason i was soooo calm was cause i was chatting with a beautiful woman whom i desire.

 

Herpes Comedy Hour

I think I am pretty funny sometimes and tend to amuse myself often.  So my favorite lines this weekend:

Vermillion Lies song entitled: “Who do you fuck me up?”  by far the best emotionally electrically charged song

while in herpes chat: did you elope bitch?  me asking my favorite MD perv, and also asked if she is breaks cocks?  i received an omg sid.  giggles.

right now all i can think of is almond joy sex…funny i was thinking of almonds as i drove past the almond orchards too….damn her for being so yummy…am so fuckin lucky.

PS

babe come here.

want to kiss you lower

clearing the fluids from my face.

giggles fluid face.

 

 

smiling

she makes me fuckin smile.

perhaps that is why i dial

her often cause i grin with her

my no commitment allowed perv

yet as Vermillion Lies expresses so well

“Why do you fuck me up?” mmm damn i want her to swell.

graphic and obscene i may be

but i like it and want her to perv with me.

so come here please

you yummy funny tease (cause she wont show me her bra).

 

Car Masturbation

So I recall from an economic geography course that the semi truck industry has the technology to have their trucks be autmatized through some mainframe computer or what not…essentially noone is driving the vehicle.  Now I wonder if I can market a car that will do the same just for say an hour of perv/sleep/eat time.  In that way, you could masturbate, then sleep and eat afterwards.  Hmmm options.  ahhh to perv while driving fun fun.  new meaning to cumming and going!

Thursday Blur

so of course i procrastinated writing a paper on second language acquisition, but of course i got it done.  who knows what exactly i got done.  i even forgot to site the fuckin article in a works cited page.  i dont give much of a fuck because well ever since 7th grade….i learned the “fuck it” mentality of school.  And Ive been grappling with school ever since.  the day started at 430 am; i mean seriously how sick is that.  still the morning was sweet then odd cause i am an anxious weirdo.  i enjoy perving and giggling and other random acts of genderless sid stuff.

Discrimination

i asked a fellow student if she passed the disgusting bullshit class of Dr. Mickler, no this is not demation of character because i am referencing his class. i dont know him as a person. he is not one of those instructors that shows he truly cares about his students. not when you are condescending. anyhow…this fellow past student made a great analogy when she compared him to a biology instructor at Cal State Bakersfield who made a discriminatory inflammtory remark about watching a fat woman walk down the street and how she was practically rolling….all i know is that is fucked up. blatant discrimination in a classroom is fucked up. this fellow student like myself are overweight…instead of saying anything she just walked out of class. are we more sensitive?? fuck yeah. should we be outraged? fuck yeah. should that teacher and other instructors be more considerate of all their students fuck yeah. sigh sigh. no wonder i dont want to teach. perhaps ill subsititute. i dont know yet….i should get booze.

Teacher

fuckin 5 am and ive got a total of about 4 pages worth of notes, so half the paper is done when i attempt to organize it.  Leaving in 2 hours to begin the madness of cramming.  so i am bloggin again cause i am recalling snippets of conversation from the conversation that i had with my new friend and phone sex lover essentially.  she says she does not need me to teach her sexually speaking and funny thing is i want her to teach me.  teach me how to make her scream with pleasure.  how when my mouth bites, licks, sucks, teases her … the thought left me…wait…yes i recall now.  my teacher for second language acquisition mentions how the chinese only have one character for want and need….NO DISTINCTION.  i like that in some situations.  i feel that right now with her…wanting and needing to capture the fifteen senses.  bad ass new tattoo idea..the characters for the five senses…hmm perhaps.